these memories are playing like a film without sound

2006-05-07T07:25:00.000-07:00

Many things have happened recently and i hope you're doing ok...i'll cont to pray for you and hope that eventually god will be with you and guide you over the obstacles that u face...hope u will be fine and things will start to go well after this...

2006-03-31T06:28:00.000-08:00

Desperado

Desperado, why don't you come to your senses,
You've been out ridin fences for so long now,
Oh and you're a hard one, but I know that you've got your reasons,
The things that are pleasin' you can hurt you somehow.

Don't you draw the Queen of Diamonds boy,
she'll beat you if she's able
.You know the Queen of Hearts is always your best bet.
Now it seems to me some fine things have been laid upon your table,
But you only want the ones you can't get.

Desperado, you ain't gettin no younger,
Your pain and your hunger, they're drivin you home,
And freedom, oh freedom, well that's just some people talkin.
Your prison is walking through this world all alone.

Don't your feet get cold in the wintertime,
The sky won't snow and the sun won't shine,
It's hard to tell the nighttime from the day.
And you're losin all your highs and lows,
Ain't it funny how the feelin goes away?

Desperado, why don't you come to your senses,
Come down from your fences- open the gates.
It may be rainin, but there's a rainbow above you.
You'd better let somebody love you,
LET SOMEBODY LOVE YOU.
You'd better let somebody love you,before it's too late.

2006-02-13T04:21:00.000-08:00

Happy Valentine's Day to all and to U.....

i want to tell u 2 words...."i love U" cause " u and i" are one.... <3

2006-01-12T07:09:00.000-08:00

I get a high whenever you're around
Sweeping from my head to my toes
I gotta get my feet back on the ground

cuz you make me go out of my way
crossing the line making my say what I have in mind

You make me so excited
And I don't wanna fight it
I start to blush
You are my Sugar Rush
Ain't nothing better baby
Is it for real or maybe?I
start to blush
You are my Sugar Rush

I got a sweet and fine taste for you
It might me too obvious but
I can't help my self from what I do

cuz you make me go out of my way
crossing the line
making my say what I have in mind

You make me so excited
And I don't wanna fight it
I start to blush
You are my Sugar Rush
Ain't nothing better baby
Is it for real or maybe?
I start to blush
You are my Sugar Rush

Baby you're my Sugar Rush
I get weak and talk too much
You're the sweetest thing I ever tasted
Baby you're my Sugar Rush
I get weak and talk too much

imy

2006-01-12T07:02:00.000-08:00

How Do I Live??

How do I,
Get through one night without you?
If I had to live without you,
What kind of life would that be?
Oh, I need....I need you in my arms, need you to hold
,You're my world, my heart, my soul,
If you ever leave,
Baby you would take away everything good in my life,
And tell me now
How do I live without you?
I want to know,
How do I breathe without you?
If you ever go,
How do I ever, ever survive?
How do I, how do I,
oh how do I live?

Without you,
There'd be no sun in my sky,
There would be no love in my life,
There'd be no world left for me.
And I,
Baby I don't know what I would do,
I'd be lost if I lost you,
If you ever leave,
Baby you would take away everything real in my life,
And tell me now,
How do I live without you?
I want to know,
How do I breathe without you?
If you ever go,
How do I ever, ever survive?
How do I, how do I, oh how do I live?
Please tell me baby,
How do I go on?
If you ever leave,
Baby you would take away everything,
I need you with me,
Baby don't you know that you're everything,
Real in my life?
And tell me now,
How do I live without you,
I want to know,
How do I breathe without you?
If you ever go,
How do I ever, ever survive?
How do I, how do I, oh how do I live?
How do I live without you?
How do I live without you baby?

2006-01-01T09:04:00.000-08:00

Happy New Year to everyone! well it's a new and a new beginning,hope 2006 will be a good and peaceful year=)

Crashed at ming xian's house for 2 days since friday,did quite alot of things over there...we played some games,watched dvds,ate lotsa of food xp( hopefully we don't grow fat) and justin taught us how to play poker..well it's not really the gambling type of poker that we usually play..it's an easier version...and so we played through the night while others were playing PS2 downstairs in the hall...the night past by and we fell asleep...

well for the next day i was the one who woke up last =x i slept at 530am so maybe i have an excuse to wake up late heh xp everyone was already up,had their breakfast and playing already...we simply repeat the cycle yesterday until chan jing called...then we went down to thomson plaza to have our super late lunch at swensens and after that we went back MX place again to prepare ourselves for countdown...

after everyone got ready we headed down town and started walking from far east...we reached there kinda early like 7+ so we just walked around as we couldn't decide wad to do...most of the shops were closed since it's new yr's eve...so we went on walking and walking until we eventually reached plaza sing...we got ourselves a drink at 7-11 and continued our long walk to marina sq for the fireworks display by the bay...we decided to sit down at genki sushi to have our dinner and rest our legs til it's midnight...it was around 10 pm then...everywhere was crowded in town..we finished around 113o and we thought that maybe we could get a better view at the esplanade so we crossed over there...(as much as i don't want to go there) esplanade park was all muddy but i guess during festive season people just want to play and forget about anything else...so we waited for awhile and the 1st blast of fireworks lit up the sky and following it was just continuous blast of glamourous fireworks...everyone was just mesmerised by the beauty of it that they just keep their eyes on the colourfully lit sky...for couples i guess it was the right time to make out...and everyone just wished each other a happy new yr! no doubt the fireworks display was great but i guess it could have been better somehow...well at least for me...well i guess it was fun overall..maybe not the muddy part..

after that well i guess people that went for countdown parties in town shld know how it's like..everyone rushing and pushing to get on to the last transport to get home...eventually we walked all the way back from esplanade to far east again,almost decided to walk to newton circles..but guess we were not that crazy after all..so we shared cab and went back to ming xian's place for the night..well guess that's all..it's only down to a day to sch reopens..hope everyone is well prepared for a new yr of curriculum...all the best people=)

*it could have been better with u around*

2005-12-29T08:03:00.000-08:00

sch reopens in 5 days' time and everything starts anew...people will doing o's and psle and A lvls...guess this is the way it is in spore...the cycle goes on and and everything is just reccuring...well all the best to people taking all these major exams=)

SAJC here we come...i guess there won't be any funny business for me in SA other than books after hearing how is it like over there..if possible i would a scholarship after completion of A lvls to go overseas though...well that's if i can...

i guess it's better off this way...

2005-12-24T00:15:00.000-08:00

Merry Christmas to everyone! =) how dampening can it be...it's christmas eve and it's pouring like crazy outside =( or maybe it will clear out at night so that everyone can party later woots...
anw have fun people! i'm stuck alone at home=( sianz

2005-12-19T06:06:00.000-08:00

All I Want Is You This Christmas

Snowy night
Where it's warm here by the fire
Here with you, I have all that I desire
It's been a long year
But somehow we got by
Now it's Christmas Eve
And love is on our side

I don't need a hundred gifts beneath the tree
Don't you know the best thing you could give to me
Nothing else will do
All I want is you this Christmas

Children sing Christmas carols at our door
Spreading joyThat's what Christmas time is for
Though we don't have much
You've got me and I've got you
And with a little faith miracles come true

I don't need a hundred gifts beneath the tree
Don't you know the best thing you could give to me
Nothing else will do
All I want is you this Christmas

I don't want the love of any other girl
I want only one thing in this whole wide worldNothing else will do
All I want is you this Christmas

Cheek to cheek
The lights are low
A kiss beneath the mistletoe
Your face lit by the fire's glow
That's all I want tonight

I don't need a hundred gifts beneath the tree
Don't you know the best thing you could give to me
Nothing else will do
All I want is you this Christmas

Nothing else will do
All I want is you this Christmas

2005-12-03T06:11:00.000-08:00

Moffats
Miss you like crazy

I used to call you my girl
I used to call you my friend
I used to call you the love
The love that I never had
When I think of you
I don't know what to do
When will I see you again
[Chorus:]
I miss you like crazy
Even More than words can say
I miss you like crazy
Every minute of every day
Girl I'm so down when your love's not around
I miss you, miss you, miss you I miss you like crazy
You are all that I want
You are all that I need
Can't you see how I feel
Can't you see that my pain's so real
When I think of you
I don't know what to do
When will I see you again
[Chorus]

2005-11-03T04:17:00.000-08:00

i pray for the well being of both of our gramps....

2005-11-02T07:31:00.000-08:00

This I promise you

Ooohh, oohhhhhh

When the visions around you, bring tears to your eyes
And all that surrounds you are secret and lies
I"ll be your strength, I'll give you hope Keeping your faith when it's gone
The one you should call
Was standing here all along...

REFRAIN:
And i will take you in my arms
And hold you right where you belong
'til the day my life is through This I Promise You..
This I Promise You...

I've loved you forever in lifetimes before
And I promise you never will you hurt anymore
I give you my word, I give you my heart
This is a battle we've won
And with this vow
Forever has now begun..

REFRAIN 2:
Just close your eyes each lovin' day
And know this feeling won't go away
everyword i say is true
This I Promise You
This I Promise You

BRIDGE:
Over and over I fall
When I hear you call
Without you in my life, baby
I just wouldn't be livin' at all..

(Repeat Refrain and refrain 2..then Coda)

CODA:
Every word i say is true, this I promise you
Ooohhhhhhh..I promise you..

2005-10-31T07:49:00.000-08:00

Truly Madly Deeply

I'll be your dream, I'll be your wish, I'll be your fantasy.
I'll be your hope, I'll be your love be everything that you need.
I love you more with every breath truly madly deeply do..
I will be strong I will be faithful 'cos I'm counting onA new beginning.
A reason for living. A deeper meaning.

Chorus

I want to stand with you on a mountain.
I want to bathe with you in the sea.
I want to lay like this forever.
Until the sky falls down on me ...

And when the stars are shining brightly in the velvet sky,
I'll make a wish send it to heaven then make you want to cry.
The tears of joy for all the pleasure and the certainty.
That we're surrounded by the comfort and protection of The highest power.
In lonely hours. The tears devour you.

Chorus

Bridge

Oh can't you see it baby?
You don't have to close your eyes 'cos it's standing right before you.
All that you need will surely come ...

I'll be your dream, I'll be your wish, I'll be your fantasy.
I'll be your hope, I'll be your love be everything that you need.
I'll love you more with every breath truly madly deeply do ...

Chorus (repeat until fade)

I want to stand with you on a mountain ...

2005-10-21T06:15:00.000-07:00

a special day for me and you =) .....21st october 2005

2005-08-07T03:37:00.000-07:00

shall make a quick post...went alison and miguel's b'day barbecue yesterday...well shall i say it's the 1st barbecue that i went to and i didn't enjoy it....was quite sian and sad over there because of a few reasons...at night we saw fireworks display which was at the esplanade,but we care able to see it at the beach too...most of us gathered at the pier and looked at the fireworks...but most of the guys weren't happy when we saw the display....that's including me...dunno why looking at the fireworks made me think of other things that made me sian or shall i say sad...but i'm better after the display...it was quite a beautiful display and it lasted for quite a long time...guess only 2 person was happy during the display but i shan't name who..after the display i asked eric did he feel it and he told me honestly he did and can see that terence was quite sian also....eventually terence was sian for the whole day...after that we walked back to the pit and terence and i were walking behind the group...terence wasn't really looking good,so i went over to asked him if he was ok and he told me he is...but i know he's not inside...but i didn't want to ask furthur so i just gave him a pad and told him to cheer up...

well let's hope all of them can cheer up soon coz in 1 wk's time it's gonne be prelims....eventhough i have my DSA thing for SAJC and prelims to me is not really impt...but my target for it is 12 pts...for some reasons i wanna achieve that....well wish me luck ba...k think it's gonna be long b4 i tag again....see ya...

*stressed* *.........

2005-07-12T03:33:00.000-07:00

BSB -incomplete-

Empty spaces fill me up with holes
Distant faces with no place left to go
Without you within me I can’t find no rest
Where I’m going is anybody’s guess

I’ve tried to go on like I never knew you
I’m awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I’m going to be is incomplete

Voices tell me I should carry on
But I am swimming in an ocean all alone
Baby, my babyIt’s written on your face
You still wonder if we made a big mistake

I’ve tried to go on like I never knew you
I’m awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I’m going to be is incomplete

I don’t mean to drag it on,
but I can’t seem to let you go
I don’t wanna make you face this world alone
I wanna let you go (alone)

I’ve tried to go on like I never knew you
I’m awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I’m going to be is incomplete

Incomplete is wad i am....1 1/2 yrs is wad it shall be...

2005-07-11T03:31:00.000-07:00

1 1/2 years....

2005-07-09T20:33:00.000-07:00

it's was a long night for me last night,can't stop myself from thinking....had many great flashback that i will nv be able to forget...all the great times that we had...i'd treasure the time we'd been together...well it's not easy to get over it,maybe i just need more time...for now it'll just be sealed somewhere deep inside and someday maybe it will surface again...or maybe i'll lay down there forever...

2 tests next wk, a math and chem...it's so boring...life have been revolving ard bks for me and other things...mainly ard books...stressed i shall say....it's ironic to say that u have a degree ur pay will be high...unfortunately it's not happening in s'pore anymore...degree holders are getting jus abit more than a diploma holder...so i wonder why we have to be so stressed over work...if having a choice maybe i will jus migrate to other country that's much more relaxing...but guess it's not gonna happen...relax on the good side but poor security and homesick on the bad....contradicting eh...well that's life...we contradicting ourselves....

don't have the feeling to blog anymore..gonna be damn long b4 i'm gonna blog again...so see ya pple..

2005-07-09T09:17:00.000-07:00

jus returned from my gramps place...well though i'm abit tired after running and swimming,i can't get myself to sleep yet...shld i say it's been a dramatic day for me today...1stly my uncle introduced to us her new god sister that shocked everyone and made everyone bewilder..shan't elaborate much abt that...today is my grandpa's b'day and everyone was happy enjoying and so was i,well sort of i say..man,i dunno wad i wanna say also...funny coming on to talk when u duno wad u wanna post...but guess that the fun of blog..u anyhow spit things out...

guess sometimes when u need to let go u need to let go...somehow this day has come and i've chose to let go not that i want to....remember we once talked abt this and i said i will let go when i need to...if it was for ur good or happiness to put it...things had been happening and i know the pressure that u're facing which i'd fear most that u can't take it...somehow i've sense this coming but i thought i was jus a thought...always wanted to u be happy and hope ur parents won't stressed up on u,know ur parents have high expectations on u but somehow u can't meet up with it yet...most probably becoz of me...so i've let go for ur things to go well and u'll be happy...

if it was for me way back i think i will still hold up and not let it go so easily or will i make a fuss over it...but guess that's not gonna happen anymore...think u won't know this but it was u that i'm a better now,be it results or wadever that i shan't mention...but i will still cont to be better guess this time only for myself...no doubt we will still remain in contact,and maybe 1 day we will be that same again...saying things like "i will wait" now is quite naive so we will jus let things go the way it shld be...coz u might have a better choice nex time....time can really can change lotsa things i shall say...hope everything will go well for u from now on and u will cont to be the strong person i've told u to be....like in the msg "to u see smile everyday and see that u're loved"...good friends i shld say from now....

*4673294552369332724846*
*832733*

2005-06-22T20:23:00.000-07:00

shall blog abt class bbq last sat....met up with eric at orchard that day and his dad bought 4 boxes of royce chocs la...*yuMmy* xp but not for me gah....haha den after he drove us to katong for the famous katong laksa...they queue was rather long and it took awhile b4 we got our food...3 of us both had 2 bowls of laksa la lol...but the portion was quite small...after that he drove us to dannel's hse...and we jammed and played ball in the afternoon...but quite noisy though coz of the drums that made my ears rumble haha...

at night,we started up the pit...damn funny it's the 1st time i'd started a fire without the use of a fire starter lol...coz we had limited supplies and the pit has a hole at the bottom and all went down...den we used candles and satay sticks to start the fire...haha i think it's much faster this way but a bit wasteful la...den we ate alot and chatted through the night...den we jammed again...after that we took class photos which we did also last yr...and it was rather late already so we went home....tedious and butt pain ride home from tanah merah...=x

well it's down to a wk b4 sch reopens...shan't talk much abt it...gotta start muggin again=( yesterday after chem lesson i went to cut hair and went to the library to study physics with my classmates...gah i dun like physics =c den we dunno how to do and got this helpful RJ girl offered to help us and taught us abit and made us understand haha..stayed there for the day muggin...

man i'm having neckache la...didn't slp well last night i guess..slept rather late also coz i couldn't slp...maybe i'm thinking of u lol....oh well gonna go to library today also...back to freezer...and gonna do physics again...sian....alright shall go prepare now...

*thinking of wad u're doin over there rite now...anw hope u're having fun la*

2005-06-07T04:17:00.000-07:00

hmmm woke up rather early this morning and received a call from ming xian asking me to go study with marcus and i agreed....jus slacked off the whole morning and did a bit of work b4 i went out to study..she's sick.=( gah...take care and get well soon k....

went to the library and stayed for ard an hr plus to 2 hrs and our dear roslinda the irritating librarian came again as i predicted to chase us off...arguhh can some1 sack her =x den we went to eat and went to bishan for marcus' ipod earphones...unfortunately it's sold out there and marcus and ming xian went to serene centre to do something while i went over to her place...well i'm being silly today...think u guys will think so too...bought her lozenges and brought it over to her place...well also wanted to see how is she...but i didn't tell her that i'm going..so i'm jus pushing my luck when i'm there...well reached there and send a msg but didn't get a reply and waited at the bus stop for quite awhile...the mosquitoes there are crazy...lol oh well thought she might be taking a nap resting so didn't want to disturb her and keeping calling...so i left...went to town and looked for marcus and ming xian who eventually went there after that...and jus walked for awhile and went home...silly of me har...sound abit like drama also rite....but that's me lol...wad a silly guy does xp

well that's all for today i guess...gonna do my work now..so ciaoz!

2005-05-31T02:39:00.000-07:00

ok shall post again...from request of yuwen haha....

chinese o's jus over...guess it was quite ok...but dunno whether the others will find it easy a not...if they do den they might higher the standard for A1 =( i really hope i can be one of them la xp hahah who doesn't rite...

oh well this is the first yr i'm goin back to sch to study during june holidays and it's so darn boring...must wake up early somemore 0.O my b'day coming soon too hehe...peeps can give me prezzie if u wan hehe....well jus wanna spend it with my loved ones la...friends too also...

oh well every yr b'day is the same too me...except this yr,there's 1 xtra person dat can celebrate with me hehe....hope it's different ba...

k nothing much to blog le la...wait till i think of something 1st k tata

2005-05-22T21:42:00.000-07:00

always thought i cared for u, and i guess we still dunno each other enuff yet....
i'm even deciding things for u without asking...i swear to GOD i won' t ever never do that again....
well if u happen to see this i jus wanna say " i'm sorry"
hope nothing will happen btwn us.... i love you

2005-05-22T21:09:00.000-07:00

phew,jus got back frm trainin..haven't been goin for a loNNnnnnG time...and i got trashed,expected....guess my blog is dead now but shall write something on it or say my heart out la...can't think of a good way other den that to say things out and don't keep it in heart...

1st my L1R5...shan't talk much abt it...for mid yrs i got 22...gd or bad u go think...

other thing,why are some parents going crazy abt their kid's academic results?? do they know that by putting on more pressure on us,it can cause us to under perform?? maybe they don't think that way...all the think is that by telling us or keep forcing us to mug i will results will get better....hell no...hope they will really go think abt it sometimes when they see their child feel sad over what they said...

something that i'm afraid of happening has happened...which can really cause serious problems..and that thing i'm afraid off is overcaring..sometimes when really care abt some1 u will do anything for them...but will they like it? did u think of that b4 u act? and when u found u did it wrong,it's too late...though u said u aren't angry...but i still feel bad...so now i'm pouring all out doing my confession...guess i'm still not matured enuff in my thinking yet...haven't really got the part of thinkin for others...i'm so sorry...and i'm finding myself becoming overprotective too..i dunno whether i used the rite word?? but guess it's something like that la...u really need to give pple their breathing space sometimes in order for things to work out..so now on i will constantly remind myself to be more sensible,more open...many things had happened recently and guess it's more of a bad side for u....always tried to console u and cheer u up...but is it too much? shld i let u handle it urself and jus do the cheering u part? guess i do...know u are afraid that i'll be worried for u and affect other things but it's perfectly fine...anyway i'm jus gonna change a little and hope things will turn out better b4 it become worst...guess no 1 will see this anyway but guess i feel much better after pouring all this things out....hope after this i will be a better person..

2005-05-15T01:00:00.000-07:00

Have not been blogging for awhile or shall i say for ages haha xp being really busy with exams which i think i'm really screwed la..i really don't understand why we must the 1st 3 mths when we can't even do well for the prelims.The papers are so tough,argRhh...guess it's a wake up call for me and it's time to step on the accelerator and work even harder...had 3 days off after the mid yrs and have been slacking and muggin chinese at home...how nice,we jus finished our mid yrs and 2 wks later we are tackling the real thing....chinese O's..it's something i must score 1 for la...lets hope i can do it ba...

I'm now at my aunt's place helpin her clear her stuff as she's moving to a new place...man the place is so dusty and i'm practically here as hard labour...carryin things up and down..the dust is irritating my nose and skin la...gah =(

nothing much to blog abt unless u all want to hear we whine abt all the work haha..but shan't do that la...so jus gonna end of here...doubt any1 will see this post anyway,my blog looks dead =x
so tata pple...think it's gonna be long b4 i blog again...

when u're thinking of someone,u would want to tell them everything...
but when u see them,u become speechless....

2005-04-17T04:39:00.000-07:00

Sorry pple,i know it's been an extremely long time since i last blogged. Didn't really have the time to do it during the competition period. I think my blog is dead already =/ in case u pple didn't know i'd added another tagboard below the doodleboard,so tag if u wan ya.

Shall summarise abt the whole nationals,our b div got into top 4 dis yr again and acheived national 3rd position well done team! This is my last yr in mstt too,gonna miss them so much and miss all the hardcore trainin periods xP when i'm still trainin i complained abt the trainin now i'm gonna miss it..wad an irony huh...haha..and congrats to both rgtt teams ya...but sadly nytt didn't get into top 4 dis yr...it's okay girls..dun be disappointed ya...jia you and train hard 4 1 more yr...bet u all can do it nex yr! go girls!

I seriously missed quite a num of lessons during the comp, and got a lot to catch up...and guess wad,mid yr is in 2 to 3 wks time...and thanks to stupid Mr Tharman we gotta take our exams into account for entry to jc during the 1st 3 mths...everyone thought it's not gonna be counted anymore but now...haiz shan't talk abt it...gonna pia for the remainin time..think will spend most of my time in the library again...i seriously hope my results will be good la...aim to get 12 and below for both prelims and O's...gah..stressed...not am i doing it for myself but also for other reasons...so jus have to piA!

k gtg do work now...still gotta catch up with my chem after missing so many lessons...take care pple! till then...see ya =)

2005-03-10T03:23:00.000-08:00

weekends are approaching and so is the march holidays..this wk is rather boring,practically all work and no relaxation at all.Took back chem test today,passed,but no up to expectations. Expected to get a better grade for it.But instead,i only got a B4 =( 12/20 . Although i'm in the higher percentile in the class but i'm still no satisfied,neither was our chem teacher. She's planning to give the whole class a re-test for both the failures and the ones that passed. This time i'll make sure i score for it!

i wonder what are we going to do for flag day tmr? i'm not really looking forward to it though, looking forward to something else hehe. I think i will just go catch a movie or jus hang out in town and try my very best to raise some *funds* hope people will not ignore me like last time. PLEASE BE KIND AND DONATE! lols,maybe i'm overdoing it haha xp

*thinking abt you right now and missing you*

2005-03-04T05:58:00.000-08:00

All 4 One

i swear by the the moon
and the stars in the sky
and i swear like the
shadow that's by your side
i see the questions in your eyes
i know what's waiting on your mind
you can be sure i know my part
'cause i stand beside you through the years
you'll only cry those happy tears
and though i make mistakes
i'll never break your heart
and i swear by the moon
and the stars in the sky i'll be there
i swear like the shadow that's by your side
i'll be there for better or worse
till death do us part
i'll love you with every beat of my heart
and i swear

i'll give you every thing i can
i'll build your dreams with these two hands
we'll hang some memories on the wall
and when (and when) just the two of us are there
you won't have to ask if i still care
'cause as the time changes the page
my love won't ever age at all

and i swear (i swear) by the moon
and the stars in the sky i'll be there (i'll be there)
i swear (and i swear) like the shadow that's by your side
i'll be there (i'll be there) for better or worse
till death do us part i'll love you
with every single beat of my heart and i swear

and i swear (i swear) by the moon
and the stars in the sky i'll be there (i'll be there)
i swear (and i swear) like the shadow that's by your side
i'll be there (i'll be there)
for better or worse (better or worse)
till death do us part i'll love you
with every single beat of my heart
i swear i swear i swear

*And i sWeaR by the moon & the sun, i'll be by ur side my dear*

2005-03-03T03:27:00.000-08:00

finally have the time to sit down and blog...my *engine* is like breaking down and dis wk is lethargic...although i had gone through this cycle every year,playing comp and trying to keep up with my work. I feel that somehow i can't keep out with dis cycle this yr,trainin this yr seems to be more intensive than ever,and after the release of past yr's O lvl results,the pressure is add on. All my friends are 8 or 9 pointers.Though i wasn't there on the day the results were released due to competition,i can feel the tension back in school. It was after 2 when i started msging every1,trying to find out how they fare for their o's. I was really happy for most of them la. My target at first was to get below 15 for O's,but now i think i gotta make it below 10. Shall strive to achieve dat goal.

So much for O's...played the north zone finals on wed..Once again we played sports sch,the finals was exciting with all the cheering and the great plays.All of us were really nervous dat day eventhough we had won them before.Song Yuan played the 1st match against yong jia.It was hell of a match.We cheer as hard as we could for him and the match got into the last and deciding set..the tension was on,with sports sch's cheer squad along with their sch flag cheering on for yong jia..but none the less we uphold our marist spirit and cheered on...Song Yuan's performance for the last set was outstanding or in another exaggerating word, jaw-dropping! yong jia was completely outbeaten by song yuan.Next was the 1st doubles that i played along with kia seng.My heart was pounding and i was nervous. Afraid that i might lose and be a burden to the team.Our doubles are the most crucial match in order to get victory over sports sch.If either 1 of our doubles lose,we might have a hard time competing with them to get 1st for zone.Shan't elaborate much on our match. Played our best and won them 3-1 losing a set. den Zhang Sai helped us conclude the match by winning yi long..so it's 5th consecutive north zone CHAMPS for uS!!! hehe =) one thing frustrating abt the comp is dat the prize presentation wasn't on the day we played our finals,it's tmr! aRghh....suppose to go out on friday de den this came in...oh well,wad to do...fate

other than comp i'm also packed with work this wk,have 4 tests man...jus did chem today on redox...quite an easy paper i find aftering rushing throught txtbk,notes and doin the tys las night...so it was pia all the way...had ss and geog test also...SS was ok i think,geog is on map reading,so it's more of application of skills la.

so prize presentation tmr,hope it goes well...next goal is national top 2 and i really hope we can get it since it's my last yr in maris...so wish us luck..tata!

2005-02-24T02:27:00.000-08:00

Had a tiring day today...firstly today's PE wasn't PE at all...instead of doin activities,we were lectured for 2 periods -.- because the front pouch was noisy...ahhh dun wanna talk abt it anymore...took back chem test today,got an A2..had comp today also and i missed chem lesson arghH! only took back test from her...now i gotta read up on my own..hope i can understand,if not i gotta ask her le...so we played with naval base and punggol sec today...won both matches 5-0....gonna play with Xinmin tmr den on monday is the semi's...most probably will play with mayflower den finals is on wed...quite puzzled over something now la...hmm anyway gotta go...maybe i will tag tmr..abt the match...so tata pple =)

*A person's fate is like a kite string. One end is here on the earth, and the other is in the heavens. There's nowhere to hide frm fate.*

2005-02-23T07:01:00.000-08:00

sorry for not posting for a long period...don't have the time to recently....anyway i'm jus packed with tests as usual...jus took my chinese and a maths test this wk...chinese was alright and so was a maths...think i can score quite well for a maths *maybe is because of u dat i can i pass,thx for the wishing of luck* =) had comp today against PHS...guess u pple know la...we won again...5-0 after dat i went to my gramps place for dinner because today is the last day of CNY...or wad they call it *chap gor meh* or something...so i showered and had a good dinner...den i lied down on the sofa feeling so comfy and falling aslp...den my phone rang! received a msg frm zhang sai telling me tmr got match also! so sudden can...arghH gonna miss chem again...-.-

den after dat i tried to inform to dat i can...went home later and started to do my work...manage to complete math and here i am posting while doing my chinese compo -.-...well nex wk got test on vectors and ss test again...oh and i almost got an A for ss for the last test...shrugs...better luck nex time i guess...tata pple~ =)

2005-02-15T04:51:00.000-08:00

finally got the time to blog...quite stressful dis wk...mostly due to stupid a maths,so tedious -.-
hMm played SSS on monday...guess wad? MARIST WON! yay! we rOck! =) north zone shouldn't be a problem untill finals untill we meet SSS again,most probably....must win...hehe... after comp dat day i pia home to study for SS and geog...study till 1030 pm last night can watched abit of grammys...ahHh i missed all the nice parts...-.-

i sacrifice grammys to study and end up SS was open bk..arGhHH! den geog was quite ok,jus dat i didn't have time to finish...had tuition today...maths again...haiz...

anyway,congrats to NYTT for winning their match today....keep up the good work girls! hope u all can strive to get champion for ur zone too xp

alright,i shall stop here...take care pple! ciAOz! =)

2005-02-08T01:46:00.000-08:00

HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE!!! =)

ok dis week is chinese new yr wk and nex wk is valentine wk...so i wish every1 dat i know a very very very happy & rich new yr xP and early happy valentine!! tatA!!

2005-02-03T05:54:00.000-08:00

phEw..finally the weekend is coming...i've very busy and stressed up for this whole wk...had 2 tests dis wk...chem and e maths...e maths is very easy and chem was ok...hope i can score =) think the reason being why i'm so stressed is becoz of the chimilogy a maths topic...differienciation or something like dat...damn tideous to do...=/gosh and there are like 3 or 4 chapters on the same thing la...argh...

competition starts tmr...playing against 2 schs i think....mstt shall pass all obstacles and get 5th consecutive north zone CHAMPS!! though dis yr there's a new sch participating...*SSS* sport school..we shall train hard and win thEM!!...mArist all the way!

vaLentine is coming soon,right after CNY...and 1 thing very very very bad abt the competition is dat on 14 feb i have COMP!!!!!! argh...wad has the world come too....well let hope i can have a good valentine dis yr ba...had some ideas in my of wad to do...but still thinking la =P

today i helped decorated the classrm for CNY comp...i decorated the notice board!! hehe...made some words on it =) *XIN NIAN DAO* haha....dun sound nice but it look nice ok...kekex..after dat i went trainin with leng zhen yan for an hour or so and came home for tuition le...guess i will type till here...till the next timE! haha sound so dramatic rite...ok tata pple =)

2005-01-28T19:42:00.000-08:00

Beautiful Soul

[Intro:]
I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul

I know that you are something special
To you I'd be always faithful
I want to be what you always needed
Then I hope you'll see the heart in me

[Chorus:]
I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul

You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I wont let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul

Your beautiful soul, yeah

You might need time to think it over
But im just fine moving forward
I'll ease your mind
If you give me the chance
I will never make you cry c`mon lets try

[Chorus]
Am I crazy for wanting you
Baby do you think you could want me too
I don't wanna waste your time
Do you see things the way I do
I just wanna know if you feel it too
There is nothing left to hide

[Chorus]
I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul

Your beautiful soul, yeah

2005-01-25T06:03:00.000-08:00

Tonight I Can Write

Tonight i can write the saddest lines.

Write for example.'The night is starry and the stars are blue and shiver in the distance.'

The night wind revolves in the sky and sings.

Tonight i can write the saddest lines.
I loved her,and sometimes she loved me too.

Through nights like this one i held her in my arms.
I kissed her again and again under the endless sky.

She loved me, sometimes i loved her too.
How could one not have loved her great still eyes.

Tonight i can write the saddest lines.
To think that i do not have her. To feel that i have lost her.

To hear the immense night,still more immense without her.
And the verse falls to the soul like dew to the pasture.

What does it matter that my love could not keep her.
The night is starry and she is not with me.

This is all. All the distance someone is singing.In the distance.
My soul is not satisfied that it has lost her.

My sight tries to find her as though to bring her closer.
My heart looks at her,and she's not with me.

The same night whitening the same trees.
We,of that time,are no longer the same.

I no longer love her,that's certain,but how i loved her.
My voice tries to find the wind to touch her hearing.

Another's. She will be another's. As she was before my kisses.
Her voice,her bright body. Her infinite eyes/

I no longer love her, that's certain,but maybe i love her.
Love is short,forgetting is so long.

Because through nights like this one I held her in my arms
my soul is not satisfied that it has lost her.

Though this be the last pain that she makes me suffer
and these the last verses that i write for her.

By Pablo Neruda

ok this poem was given to us during EL lesson...i kinda like this poem so i posted it...people reading it can try to find out the real meaning of this poem =) clue, Pablo Neruda is a patriotic person,he is from chile..alright tatA!

2005-01-24T06:09:00.000-08:00

ok,i shall start by updating on sunday's happenings...i woke up early in the morning to study geog which i thought was on mon,but eventually it is on tues which is tmr...blur me la,nv look at time table...after studying i went to shower,packed up and went for trainin...met up with paka and went trainin together...at tp interchange,we saw sijun,gibby and others la...also 2 NYs..may and her cat tifen =X dat wad she says...lol...ok den on the bus they were talking abt how they sabotaged kia seng by making him to come to the bus stop to wait for them...i dunno wad was goin on la,so can't blog much abt it....they were also suaning jie chun and de you i tink...on the bus i wanted may to do me a flavour but in the end she didn't and told me to do it myself...so in the end i jus did it myself lor...

trainin was usual...except b4 3.45 when all the NYs are playing *duo qiu* i felt bored and asked paka to go runnin with me...xP abit crazy rite....but it was really quite boring ma...so we did but we ran our own path instead of the actual sch's route....but also got uphill run...ran 1 round and back to sch...i wanted to run another round but paka said he was tired and no 1 wanted to run with me other den him...so jus rested and waited for trainin to start...after trainin i jumped *dang ban* for 150 and went home after dat....

today is jus a normal and long sch day...wanted to go trainin in the first place...but found out dat i got chem remedial today...so no choice but to skip....remedial was all the way till 3...after dat i got home,rest 4 awhile and started on geog again...at night i read geog txtbk...den did chem and physics...now i'm typing xP....well dat's all for today i guess...oH! and i got a1 for my binomial base test!! wHeEE....=) and eric has to treat marcus and i to coffee bean becoz we made a bet b4 the test dat whoever gets the lowest for the test mus treat the winners!! muahaha....although all passed but he got the lowest!! too bad....=P ok dat's all..tata!!

2005-01-22T08:04:00.000-08:00

"Boulevard Of Broken Dreams"

I walk a lonely road
The only one that I have ever known
Don't know where it goes
But it's home to me and I walk alone

I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams
Where the city sleeps
and I'm the only one and I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk a...

My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me'
Til then I walk alone

Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Aaah-ah,Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah

I'm walking down the line
That divides me somewhere in my mind
On the border line
Of the edge and where I walk alone

Read between the lines
What's fucked up and everything's alright
Check my vital signs
To know I'm still alive and I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk a...

My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone

Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Aaah-ahAh-ah, Ah-ah

I walk alone
I walk a...

I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams
Where the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk a...

My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone...

2005-01-16T06:40:00.000-08:00

as usual i went for trainin today,along with paka...feel very happy for him now as he has got himself a partner...i shall not mention who...so i sorta jus helped him a little to let the 2 of them be closer to each other...maybe u will say i kapo la...but if u see the looks on his face u wouldn't say me le...he's very happy la....xP

today kia seng and i got 10 bucks frm coach...as a reward for getting the most points la...hehe den jus train and did PT after dat....den today is NY's seline's birthday haha...HAPPY BIRTHDAY GIRL! den NY got a cake and present for her...so nice...but also heard they caked her b4 dat lol mean!...haha jus kiddin i also caked her at the bus stop la..meanie me...xP luckily i brought my cam along today...den took pic for them..after dat jus went toa payoh for dinner...

after dinner den i realised dat i had forgotten my keys...blur me...den had to wait for 1 hr plus b4 my family got home...so i was like smelly and sticky all over...yucks...got home and shower and here i am typing...ok dats all for today i guess..a part dat i left out is only the buying of chocolates when i was wondering ard la...jus dat nothing more...so tata!

2005-01-14T02:03:00.000-08:00

ok,lvl tests results are sorta out...though i no need to drop,i dunno why i'm not really happy abt it...quite a num in my class need to drop to combine science or drop their a maths...2 even need to drop till left 5 subs..so it's like bye bye JC to them...goD...really felt sorry for them,can really see on their faces dat they're feeling depressed la...

ok as for being able to take pure science till O's finished, i'm determine to put in hard work on both sciences...and i mean solid hard work...but not to forget the other subjects too...though i really loathe physics but no choice la...so wish me luck...

moving house real soon,went to check out on the renovations today...though my house has shrinked but i still like it...think the contractor did a good job and i like my new bigger room muahaha =) but new room is super bright now becoz of the light paint colour dat i had chosen...and i'm gonna go buy glow stars and paste all over my ceiling again hehe xP

----u'rE mIne Beautiful SouL....misS yA---

ok gotta go trainin during weekends and study too....dun really feel hyper now la...see so many classmates so sad..i also feel depressed...lets hope they can cheer up! CHEER UP MY BROs =)

2005-01-10T06:47:00.000-08:00

ok,1st wk after sch reopen had past and i'm getting stressed up with sec 4's life...1st wk of sch we already had lvl tests...only 1 word to describe it...*HORRIBLE* amaths and physics paper were quite alright but hell lies with chemistry...-.- failures of these tests will have to drop certain subs...so demoralising rite...i will have to pass my physics too if not i'll sorta be in the danger zone too...in fact 3/4 of the class will drop if they fail..simply because our class totally sux in physics...problems lie with the teacher..so pray hard dat every1 will pass and start to pia for O's..

i'm already starting to pia for O's le...the time dat my eyes are glued to the tv is less den 2 hrs nowadays...packed with HW and tests...how can i possibly have the time to slack...maybe the only time dat i can slack is during trainin which to me is not slacking also anyway...trainin is intensive due to upcoming comps and coach told me today after trainin dat he might ask kia seng & me to go RGS soon...dun really feel like goin dere,his reason for us to go dere is because we are 1 of the strongest doubles in sch...so go there sorta have a friendly match with them..dunno whether i can cope with all thess stress dat's coming from all directions...=( well everyday train and study train and study...i can even feel dat my body is breaking down sometimes...lethargic but still must study for tests...sooner or later i'm gonna fall sick i think...

nowadays MSTT and NYTT got lotsa rumours goin ard which i shall not mention wad...i am getting used to all the suaning and niaoing le...wad more can i do but to accept...regarding to those rumours...i can only say dat majority of them are untrue...well guess dat's wad happen when a girl sch meets a guy sch ba...

still got geog and social studies test...frm other's opinions,they seem to be easy tests...but who knows i might fail...no mood to type liao la...can't even try to cheer up hiazzZ

2005-01-02T06:06:00.000-08:00

Am i suppose to be happy or sad..it's a new yr but i'm not feeling hyped at all..maybe because it's bad to start a new yr with loads of tests -.-''' sch i reopening tmr...goD it's officially 10mths b4 i graduate frm MSHS...can't wait,but O lvl's also very near le...

MY NEW YR RESOLUTION....STUDY HARD AND NOT SLACK ANYMORE!!!!
ALSO TO TREAT EVERY1 VERY WELL AND NOT NEGLECT ANY1...

well dunno wad to blog anymore...lets hope tmr is a good start and tests will be over in a flash! tata pple...

*I.L.U to bits and pieces*

2004-12-30T01:42:00.000-08:00

SCHOOL HOLIDAYS IS ENDING SOON!!!

haIz..2 mths like so fast...sooner or later O lvls will start...sigH..shan't think abt it and face it when it comes...so pple JIA YOU!!

okok...didn't wan to go trainin today de...but ard 8 i was awoken by my mum,guess wad?? coach called!!...he told me to go trainin at 930 and i was semi-consious...so i jus told him ok...den he told me to contact eeloong and paka also...so i did but all of them aren't free today...so continued to slp till 9...den woke up again and rush off for trainin...

coach told me NYTT coming,so marist mus come also...but when i reached sch,i found out only 4 girls were dere...-.- owell,wad to do....the whole morning i trained my *lA qiu* first trained with gibby,den songyuan,weijie & back to gibby again....so it's like doing the same action for the whole trainin...den after trainin we did *wA tiao*...the girls were lucky,they only need to hop on 1 leg...as usual sijun was complaining abt his legs...haha...

after dat we went to tp,sijun and i went to the salon to trim our fringe coz like a bit long...the auntie also quite nice...hehe...had lunch at long john den went to pennisular to buy my sch shoes....simple white shoes....den sijun wanted to go bugis to buy his climacool,but sadly they nv sell...our poor sijun got slight fever,so after window shoppin 4 awhile we went home le...

came home read newspaper and watched tv,gonna do some work later la....nowadays news keep talking abt the tsunami iccident...gosh,saw the news,so scary la....walking on the street den suddenly a gigantic wave jus come in...how shocking can dat be la...so many pple died dis time...saddening leh...we can count ourselves lucky le...if tsunami happens to be in singapore,i guess we're now all under the sea le la...alright jokes aside, really wish those family whose relatives are missing can get in touch with them soon...and greatest condolence to those for lost their friends & family in dis natural disaster...

god bless every1 in the world....

2004-12-22T06:00:00.000-08:00

Jus came back frm marist table tennis team chalet....goD!! so tired....add up my slping hrs for 2 days i dun think even can add up to 3 or 4 hrs la...so i konked out on my bed immediately when i got home....*yAwns* didn't feel good today, guess it's because i didn't have enuff slp or wad ba...felt abit feverish...but after resting for the whole day i guess it's recovering....

ok dis are the things dat happened during the chalet...on the 1st day,only a few of us went becoz the 1st day is suppose to be sijun's family chalet...but few of us went there 1st to help prepare some things la....so on monday afternoon, i met up with songyuan,eeloong,paka and sijun....we went NTUC to buy chicken wings for the barbecue....bought 8 packets of frozen chicken wings...god...those chicken wings are damn hard...xP after buying them, we took mrt to tampines...sit untill our butts became numb...lol took bus frm the station to chalet and settled down...after dat we went ard the vicinity and look ard....we played catching at the playground....and eeloong indirectly injured all of us...some got bruise on the legs and hands...lol
den stinky us went to shower and get ready for dinner le...ate quite alot of things....after dinner we went back to the chalet and paka got stomachache....lol...and he occupied the toilet for the whole night....gosh...u can imagine the stench dat he contributed...now we call him the toilet king...lol...at night we jus played cards and watched tv.....i went to bed ard 2 but couldn't slp....sijun's breathing sound was so loud and disturbed me and gibby....so ard 5 den we managed to get some slp...slept for 2 hrs and woke up at 7 to wash up...den we went to the nearby hawker centre to eat prata....

after dat we *da bao* for eeloong and paka and went back to the chalet...watched tv and rest for awhile den NYTT called us....so sijun.gibby and me went to fetch them frm the bus terminal and brought them back to the chalet....while they settle down, other marist tt memebers arrived 1 by 1....so the place became noisy le....some of them went to play bball....ard 11 of us went to wild wild wet with the NYTT girls...we played dere for the day and had lots of fun...both team also tried to sabo sijun and may...haha....xp the sun was quite strong on dat day...few of us got sunburnt but not me yaY! =) so both team jus went to shower and we went back...

when we were back,it was time for barbecue....so i helped fei shan hua and sijun's dad to start the fire for the pits...fan the fire with all our strength...our hands were tired after dat...took quite some time for the charcoals to start burning...after dat it was barbecue all the way....den NY's may is super funny can....she keep wanting to help,but she was damn comical....so jus passed her the tong and she played with it...lol...dat day was also chee hong's b'day and yuan lao shi bought 2 cakes...haha...time to caked some1 again....dis is the second time we buy caked to smash pple...1st victim was paka...haha..maybe dis can become marist tradition kekex...so we pretended to sing him b'day song and after dat we smashed him with the cake and sprayed him with party ribbons...haha so fun....so it was lots of fun dat night...

after barbecue,we went back to our rooms and shower but the fun nv end...we continued to party and play cards with the girls...but i was very tired...so i jus stayed 1 side and watch them play...stayed up for the whole night looking at stars and talkin to pple...went to the beach with a few pple...it was so cold can...den waited dere and watched sun rise...

guess dis are all the fun things dat happened la..i'm too tired to blog anymore...also quite lengthy le...so tata!! =)

--gaze the starry sky, but it was not for long,let it be a memory den--

2004-12-18T09:20:00.000-08:00

diS is tAken dUrinG pAka's b'day...mE & wei jiE fAking to to smoouch...ITS FAKE! so duN *wu hui* yA xPP

2004-12-17T09:09:00.000-08:00

Ok i'm tryin out the hello blogger....dis pic is taken during class bbq...clAsS 4E neX yR wOotZ ^ ^

2004-12-17T09:06:00.000-08:00

pOoR me got buried in the sand =C my body feel so numb...kekex but if was fun xP

2004-12-13T05:33:00.000-08:00

FriSt thiNG to blog....HAPPY BIRTHDAY LIANG HUI!!!! =0) haha..think u will nv forget ur birthday dis yR ritE....weLL my cuTe juNioR foR mAny yRs le....and still u aRE haha....hoPe u eNjoYed uR biRthdAy todAY....hAd lotsa fun after trainin huh...liKE wAD i plAnnEd foR u?? hehe...though it was kinda wild and dirty la..but haha...xP

ok think shld be a long post again....woke up very early today to go prepare the punk of the day....went to the cake shop and see the price of the cake...after discussion we bought it....i went trainin 1st and appointed eeloong to buy the cake coz he can go trainin later...so we decided to buy a BIG CHOCOLATE FUGDE CAKE *yuMmy* and 4 small cakes....haha..at ard 9 eeloong reached sch and we kept the cakes in the locker....secretive huH...but later the secret will be ruined...tell u as i go on...so after eeloong kept the cakes,we continued trainin 4 awhile more den went for a break...today got something weird dat i dun usually do..Song yuan and i had to talk to eeloong abt his attitude during trainin...coach's idea...so we jus talked abt it and slacked for quite long b4 returning to the hall...in the hall,coach saw us and told me and Song Yuan to go over so dat he could talk to us.....he kept complaining abt eeloong and even threatened to ban him frm trainin..so dude,if u're reading dis....u know wad to do yArh....after dat he talked abt the team chalet which is coming soon....he wants us to plan everything and organise them properly...like who's gonna bring all the food and stuffs...and he told us dat he booked 3 ROOMS!! woW...shld be fun i guess...he told us dat only we guys go,it would be boring....so he's also calling NYTT & RGSTT to go also....but the thing is,he wants us to invite them....dunno how i'm gonna tell them..maybe i'll tell lixuan or i tell their caps la...

after all the talkings....we played comp again...coach say whoever wins 3 consecutive matches will get drinks frm him...i dun really bother abt the drinks at all...so jus played as usual lor...but guess i played better today la...able to reach the 2nd table den trainin ended le...den coach said i played quite well today and say i shld get 4 drinks frm him...but nv la...trainin ended and it was time to party!!! wEEeE....we planned dat me,sijun,eeloong and weijie....we are the 1 who's gonna smash him with the small cakes....so we secretly took the small cakes to the canteen...and had some1 bring liang hui to the canteen...we bluff him dat those were the cakes we prepared coz we no $....so we jus sang birthday song to him...after dat there was no place to ruN anD **SMASH** cakes were flying to his face and everyway...hahaha so fUn...dEn we took pictures...we all like dirty cats *HUA MAO* kekex....throwing cakes everywhere..he's got chocolate and cream all over his face...muAhAhaha...den oN comes the best part...the rEAl birthday cake...so nice...haha.....he tot we gonna smash him again but nAhhh...hehe...so jus sat down and prepare the candles....sang the song and took photos of him cutting cake...so nice rite....the cake is very nice wor...LIANG HUI hope u like our planning...haha...xD

ok as for why the surprise wad kinda ruin...because we asked coach whether we could end slightly earlier today a not....den he agreed,but he didn't know dat we didn't tell birthday boy abt the cake...so during break time,he went infront of liang hui and asked us when we wan to cut the cakE...-.- aHhhh...but nvm, he didn't know we had more den 1 cake...kekex...

after all the fun,we jus cleared up the place and went back to the hall to keep our things....den after dat we took grp photos, C & B div took pics with liang hui....we had wacky pics too...haha...

so dats wad happened in sch....the party carried on outside...we went to watch movie at PS...watched shutters....b4 the movie started,we were strolling ard PS...and goSh the bIAn tAI TAN EELOONG....he had the idea of looking at upskirts...he ownself see nvm, but he influenced others too....pOOR sijun got influence by him..they ran ard PS and stayed under escalators to see upskirts....me and xuan lei jus couldn't stand them and jus stayed away frm them...jus watched them from aside...pIAng so embarrassing can...*dui lian* wor....after all dat it was time to go into the theatre..the show was kinda scary..becoz of eeloong..he scream like siao.sijun and liang hui also....haha...those dat like horror movies,dis shld be a good 1...

after the movie,eeloong saw a girl with short skirt went out the theatre and he gave chase...sijun and jiechun went along also -.- gosh u guys...haiz i have nuting to say...liang hui,xuan lei and i went to the gents and guess who we saw....singapore's idol DAVID YEO haha...he really got the *aH bEng* style...suppose to meet my bro for dinner de...but in the gents liang hui's dad called him and told him dat he's gonna treat every1 to dinner...haha...so nice rite...thx uncle....so we told every1 and every1 were so excited....we went to some seafood restaurant in east coast...had crabs and lotsa other food...eat till quite full xD after dinner we happened to find out the bill was $250...god!! really thank u uncle...

after dat his dad jus dropped us off at toa payoh central...so we split up and went home....so dat's how the day went today...fun hUh....

FINALLY......HAPPY BIRTHDAY AGAIN HAHA =)))

2004-12-12T04:32:00.000-08:00

well yesterday went to 5566's concert...happened to get the tickets from my cousin's cousin...well it was quite ok i find it...although i dun really know wad they're singing la....xP goSh the place was so cold...got so many aircons....0.O guess 5566 is the most popular amongst all the stars dat appeared at the concert...many pple ran to the front of the stage when it's their turn to perform...very can see them from the back la...-.- luckily got screen...hehe

after the concert...waited for most of the pple to get out of the hall 1st...if u're wondering why hall..becoz it was held at singapore expo...quite alot of pple went to the concert...the concert ended quite late...ard 10+ 11 ...den gotta rush off to board the las train...mus squeeze with so many pple...haha den got 1 grp of pple so funny...they seem to be pushing each other,but they enjoyed it...den keep giggling away....funny huh...a long ride home, but got company hehe...reached home ard 12 ..took a shower and tried to go to bed....but jus couldn't slp...maybe i was thinking abt the concert or rather everything dat happened...when i finally managed to slp..which is ard 2..goSH...i had a dream dat eventually turned into a nightmare...it was a good dream at first...but suddenly everything jus changed!! argH...shan't talk abt it anymore...

during the concert,yuanshan called me telling me there's CSC tournament today...so woke up early at 8 and rushed off to the tournament venue....didn't think we could win coz quite a number of pros were there...ALL the *SJI* de...den got youth team de also...so jus played in a relax manner....well every match i paired up with freddie...wad can i say...MARIST POWER hehe...played the 1st match with 2 SJI's sec 2...tot we would lose at first...was trailing 2-1 but end up we won 3-2 haha...yAY! den continued to play with other teams and also other SJI's players...haiz i think we are seriously rivals...every tournament also mus play with them -.- but guess the lucky spirit was with us today...won them all....so end of the day we managed to emerge as the runner up of the tournament...unfortunately we lost to a team of pple with experience...

so excited during the prize presentation....tot it would be cash prize,sadly it isn't....it was $200 worth of vouchers...not very useful la...it was vouchers of the sport shop with i had nv ever heard off....the shop is somewhere in clementi somemore....so i jus gave it away to my team mate coz he wanted it...well nvm the prize den...i had fun playing with thE *SJI* pple...haha...gained quite alot of experience frm the uncles playing dere...

after the tournament i jus went home and rest le...quite tired coz nv slp well las night...so jus pigged out for the day....well guess dats all le...

christmas is coming...SAnta cAn u cOMe viSit mE plsZ...preTty plS...grAnt mE my wiSh foR chRistmAs...i duN waN a prEseNt fRm u...i juS wan mY chrIstmas to be meaningful dis yR....u can give my family prezzies hehe...but grAnt my wish kekex...abit weird though coz Santa is not genie...but lets hope he does grant wishes XP tata!!

2004-12-08T07:59:00.000-08:00

this is wad happened today...went trainin early in the morning...well u guys know la...my trainin always the same de...den trained till 1 like dat den coach let us off le...went to toa payoh to eat lunch den came home...den my mum told me i wasn't goin anywhere for holiday le...so happy...i can spend christmas in Singapore...yAy..hope can spend together with ** hmm jus read the papers and a bk for the afternoon...cooling weather...at night went out to eat with my aunt and cousin again...after dinner went to eat durians somemore..so full now..guess gonna slp well tonight..hehe..ok dats all le..tired..i go orh oRH liao..tata!

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2004-12-01T02:38:00.000-08:00

hieeee~^_^ here 2 tag 4 ming~he here 4 tuition~okiez okiez..shld b writing tiz in my own blog..bt oh wells..here dey all nv even blog wan..sho i add a little bit of life..aniwaez ming saes he gt nth 2 blog..sho i shall juz erms..crap larhs..wells..he arhs..2pid idertz..comin 4 tuition den goin 2 b late sho guess wat excuse he gave mi? "er..will b late..cuz i sendin pregnant lady 2 hospital.."..lolz..picture tiz..he tell mi at 2.30pm he orderin food..3pm..he send tt msg..den he came at 3+..wif kfc food..WOW..within 20mins can finish his lunch..buy kfc n send the pregnant lady 2 hospital summore..LMAOZ..

n he arhs..2pid idertz again..whole tuition..no willpower..u guys muz push him kz..dunno how 2 do abit only den gif up...no fun de..hmmph..hahaz..wells..2nite ish sg idol..n OH OH OH..actually 2dae wan go swimmin de..den tuition finish only until nw n like osho ming like nv bring swimmin tings..hmmph..nvmz..mebe 2ml..c how bahz..okiez okiez..shall nt crap much longer..ciaoz peeps!!! ^_^

2004-11-24T06:04:00.000-08:00

moRning trainin agaIN!! arGh...so tired...trainin was as usual..did they same things..but something comical happened...blur king ying jie...he tot he lost his phone...den every1 helped him looked around the hall...and guess wad?? all along it was in his bag...how blur can he be...lol..after dat we went to eat noodles at toa payoh and went home.

ard 4 plus i went down to wash car with my bro...wash car quite fun wor hehe xP soapy feeling...den end up it rained..dad came and told us to stop washing -.- my hard work argh

ok dats all..nothing much le...

2004-11-19T21:50:00.000-08:00

siNCe i'm waitin to go trainin might as well post a bit...i jus finished watching a touching show on HBO...gosH...so touching...the show is called *John Q*...for those who nv watch it b4...it's abt a father who's willing to do anything to get his son a new heart in order to live on...

more abt the show...the story goes like dis....in order to do the op for the heart...they gotta pay $250 000 which they can't...so the father goes ard finding ways to get that money....but when he had collected enuff to pay the deposit...the hospital is not accepting his son anymore...hence the desperate father brought a gun into the hospital and locked up the whole place with a few hostages inside...the story goes on with all the drama tryin to get his son a heart...

but till the very end when his son was in critical condition,he made a decision and dat is to give his son his own heart *suicide* all along his gun was empty....only got 1 bullet in his pocket...b4 he killed himself with the only bullet,they received a news dat they found a heart for his son...so in the end he surrendered and his son gets his new heart....

touching story ya...emotional people will cry watching dis i guess....kk tats all le...

2004-11-19T09:31:00.000-08:00

Ok since i'm so bored i think i shld post....quite long nv post le...wEll dis is wad i did today...i wokE uP daRn earlY todaY...7am worz becoz i wanted to say gOodbYE to soME1....gOnNa miSs heR loAdS *miSs YA*....after dat i closed my eyes and rested for awhile more and it was time for traiNIn -.- today nanyang gerlz came and train with us....every friday they will come over to our place de...welL i dunno why but nowadays coach keeps bullying me...his telling me to do all the job simply becoz nex yr is my las yr le...but wad abt eeloNG!! darn it...wanted to play soccer with every1 de...but coach wanted me to stay to practice my serve while every 1 is enjoying...aRgh!! its so uNFAIR...

ok enuff of my complaints...so i practiced my serve...think it was becoz i nv had my breakfast...serve untill i almost faint >.<>

we played doubles today...paired up with kia seng...won 2/3 matches...darn it la...suppose to win the last 1 also...but for some reasons we didn't..haiz....

time past real fast...soon it was 1 and trainin ended...today coach nv make us do *tI NEN* physical trainin....PHew...we jus ran off la...but guess tmr he's gonna kill us with physical le...after trainin the gang went out to watch incredibles...didn't really have the mood to watch it la...lunch also anyhow settle...felt like eating bread so went to breadtalk and bought 3 breads...jus nice got offer today...all breads at a dollar...well wad can i say...cheap lunch....

den i reached home i saw a pig lying on the sofa...my bro >.<>

guess dats for my day...i only left with 2 more wks to play le...after dat i got to get down serious with my work again for a mth...as i promised myself to study a mth and play for a mth...kk i shall stop here le....

*wonder wad are u doin nw over there*

wow xh proness.

2004-11-16T06:26:00.000-08:00

yeah i couldnt haf blogged if not for her.. forgot the damned pass again.. she prooo.. haha.. aniways! yup felt the urge of bloggin again.. wow this realli grows on u ya. aniways lemme try to summarise the 3 days starting from sunday.. well the onli interesting thing on sunday was that i played ball!! yay.. den we played ball with these uncles.. wah they pro.. den got one basket i fastbreak den miss.... gah cant blame me rite.. budden when i was sprinting back i was running sooooooooooooooo fast and this guy hu was dribbling the ball duno how the hell he dribble den he trip on to me. utter dottyness u noes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! den he giv me this pissed face. was seriously freaked out can. yeah his face still gives me the creeps.. i noe im jus an ok looking guy but that guy was lyk... urgh.. duno how to describe can.. its lyk he used to b fat and now all the fats on his face all drooping down.. yuuuuuuuuuuuuuckk. okok day two! monday! wonderful monday. started off with the ama's in the morning. predicted 6 awards wrong.. i think out of 20 ar? and its lyk 2 of the wrong ones i got for country music.. which i dun listen to.. and i got best female wrong!!!!!!!!!!! how can!?!?!?!?!?!?! my poor avril lost. MUST BE THE CURSED BLACK HAIR DYE SHE USED!!!! oh well. after that went xh hse for wonderful mahjong with her, jas and ming!!!! wow missed wonderful wonderful mahjong. den we played bridge. crappy bridge la lost every game. and we oso played 21.. and i think i lost 20 cents.. gah wretched 20 cents i could haf used the 20cents buy drink can. this shows nv gamble!! lol what crap lyk im not gonna gamble ever again. wow i jus realised this is a veri long post.. honoured if someone can struggle and read the whole thing.. haha and now still got today!! aniways today veri short la. training training training. den stupid rain. cannot even play den stupid coach made us do weird physical training. weird as in the training which u dun even strain ur muscles LOL. yup den after that father fetched me and talked crap to me abt physics tuition in the car on the way to j8.. crap la hate tuition. hate physics. and no negative and negative does not equal to positive. oh den i received kok's sms.. he told me that he saw the tall tall tall tall tall tall tall tall tall tall one at tp.. was damn scared that she would.. i duno.. mayb smell my sweat or sense my aura and quikly come down to bishan to scare me......... wah. scary lehx. would haf been better off not knowing that kok msged me.. ahhhh kk finally done! slowly read ppl.

2004-11-13T09:06:00.000-08:00

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2004-11-12T07:20:00.000-08:00

wow suuuuupa hyper now so i shall post again before i forget about this blog totally. lol ok dun so bad la. aniways im so hyper these few days that i've turned to watching indian movies!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! nooo way!! yesterday deeepavali den FIRST i watch some weird indian movie on vasaantham central.. den this guy toking to the other guy and he say that his bride veri white.... wah total bullpoop la the bride blacker den me can!! i came to another conclusion. indians are colour blind!!(please let no indian person c this if not they'll roast me and i'll become even blacker den what i am today). oh and after that i watched bollywood/hollywood!! omg stupid channel 5 take away my oc!! MY OC!! haiya feel the wrath of eric chia jian song!! but actually it was quite nice la. den after that i watched lagaaaaaaaaan!! weird cricket show all the batters the face all look lyk they haf constipation. okee day2 of indian bliss. went to play ball in the morning with hyper boy lin ze flexible boy elijah committed boy desmond and bald boy justin. yups got thrashed by bishan park ppl. aniways yeah totally boring day.. until i turned on mtv and they were playing some indian music video marathon!!!!!!! woot hooked on to it man!! love indian sai. go pooooooooooooop!! someone has to b poop y not them!?

2004-11-12T06:41:00.000-08:00

My FrIenD'S lisT

9 yRS buDDiEs---EoiN,Alex,JohN,Wen Yi,Jing Yuan *u gUYs rAwk*

9 yrS sISteRS---SelinA,Lijun,JoAnNA,SopHinA,Ming ChuAn, *miSs yA aLL*

my buDDieS nW---ErIC, miNG yI, juStin

mY sIstA-- jAsMin,xiUhUi,LijuN,QiuWEn

FuNky & FunnIE duDes---TAN EELOONG(TOP THE LIST), dEsmoND lAU,tErRancE, kEnNY, Glen

lOGic mAn--ChaN jING

oVer tAnned guyS--ERic ChiA, Lin zE (aLLy Ally kekex)

pinChable jUnioRS--SijUN, paKatA & leOnaRD(goD plS coME ouR sch liKE siJUN!!)

bAsKEtbAll budDIes--jiA yAng,erIC, minG yi, juStin, kEnnY,fElIx....anD thE liSt nv enDS

sOftbAllErs-- mING wEi, jiAn hoNG

spEcIAl 1--waiting to be fillED in

All right...daTS my LiSt 4 nOW...rAwk oN aLL fRIendS!!!

YEA!!!!! iN uR FaCe!!!!!

2004-11-10T07:50:00.000-08:00

NICE GOIN ERIC!!!! IN UR FACE!!! LoL i HYPERRRR toooooo~~~
WHao!!! yesterday.... i got chased by 3 police n imean 3!!! WHAO!!!!
who can win dat?!!!?!!!NO1!!!!at least not dat i noe...
I went to do *my thing* n half a mat under d flat was gone *PooF*
BTW...i lyk d song *BURN* wahaha...get d drift??
newaysss....after *my thing*...me n my *fren*...we decided to do a little *exploring* at local *school*...LOl....isnt it weird....schoolday we pontang...den holiday climb fence go in school....
MUAHAAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAA......den first time i play wif fire extinguisher!!!!!!
LOL!!!!dam smelly siaaaaaaa.....den my *fren* go n spray d whole freakin *fish* LOL!!!
WE ABIT HYPER!!!neways....after dat...we try to go 2nd floor....budden d stupid gate locked...so we climb up...abit bo liao siaaaa.....den ah.....at 3rd floor...we tokin tokin tokin....den SUDDENLY!!!! saw MATA!!!!walao!!!! PANICK SIA!!!!quickly duck....den dey on ground floor.....walao dam bloody panick lor....3 MATA n 2 cleaners siaaaaaaa...pro anottttt
den we quicky run 2 2nd floor....open d FREAKIN window n jump d F out!!!!dam bloody high ah.....waaaaaaa.....den quickly climb fence zhao liao....WAHHHHHHHH
PRO ANOT!?!?!?!?!

oh ya.....im jokin...maybe....

neways....jokin....maybe...

o...i managed to break into this blog ah...its not mine ah...

whoa believe it or not eric's bloggin!!

2004-11-10T07:46:00.000-08:00

haha yes yes eric has been ressurected and has FINALLY blogged! haha actually the main reason i blogged is to prove kok wrong... he said i wun blog.. SO IN UR FACE BOY! lol wateva.
oh and this shall be the lamest ever post because i tot of the lamest ever song so here goes!

eric the red nose boy boy
had a veri shiny nose!
and if u ever saw it
u would surely c it glow!
all of the other marists
used to laugh and call him names(like indian,black shit, yeah get the picture)
they nv let poor eric
join in ani sporty games!
den one foggy christmas eve
cute girl in maroon5 video came to say
eric with ur nose so bright
wun u b my date tonite?
den all the marists loved him
as they shouted out with glee
eric the red nose boy boy
u're the luckiest guy in history!

haha ok other den that today was quite a boring day. computer,ps2,guitar,bed. yup. those four words sum up my entire day. what a wonderful life i have ya? lol yups guess thats it hopefully i'll post more ya?

2004-11-07T06:08:00.000-08:00

ok eventually i did nothing today...stayed at home and rot....well i can only use dis to describe myself today...*PIG*...slept 4 the whole day till 6...-.- kk think dats all...nothing to blog...today didn't rain so i think car washing was ok?? hope it was....

2004-11-06T04:51:00.000-08:00

wAH finally can post liao...yesterday dunno why cannot post...ok dis is wad i did yesterday...morning i went to play bball with my friends at west cc den play till the noon...den desmond( full time boyfriend) gotta go fetch his darling frm sch...he came over to my house to borrow slippers for her...say her shoes were muddy...den i lent it him lor....haiyo sometime i really pity him...but when they're happily together, can make people jealous...lolz

after dat i accompany to mrt station and sent him off...den i went to meet the gang eating at the food court...so qiao my mum and aunt was there too...didn't notice them untill they called me...after dat i followed my aunt to her factory...she gotta give her workers their pay...saw lotsa money sia...0.O after dat i went home and rot...

noW dis is wad happened today....early morning eeloong woke me up...guess wad he wants to do again..yES *swIM* or rather tan....wah die...i swim like siao dis wk..must stop liaoz....i shall heed uR advice and apply something...ok so we went to sijun's(cute) hse to swim...so darn far...all the way at yew tee...den reach dere still need to wait for eeloong....after dat went up to his hse..jus nice for lunch...his mum super nice to me....keep tellin me to eat...den i bo bian mus eat...a bit like being stuffed like a pig...kekex...

after dat was swimming time!!! dumped ourselves into the pool...although the sun was hot, the water was cold -.- den in the water eeloong played wrestling again...dis time with sijun...lol bully him..lucky he not like pakata, he can swim...den he play with me also...but not really useful..haha coz i throw him back...kekex XP swam for ard an hour den gotta go for trainin le...

trainin was usual, did the same things.....after dat jus went out for dinner....OH and my mum is abroad le....in thailand...so sianz at home...ok think dats all le...

*nO matter how u treat me, i will still be there 4 u*

2004-11-04T02:18:00.000-08:00

oK this is wad i did today...well at least for half of a day as i'm bloggin in the noon....morning i was woke up by mr drill again...as usual arGh...disRupt my sleep...woke up and stare at the ceiling and think of something...den ard 9 eeloong called and asked me to go swimming...u might think i'm nuts..but yes i went swimming 2 days in a row....

ok so i went swimming....let eeloong waited for awhile b4 i met him..Sry dude xP den we went in and put down our stuff...eeloong wanted to sun tan 1st den i accompany him lor....i think my cells are dying le...2 days in a row i roasted under the sun...after awhile pakata came...he's retarted kekex...go swimming pool still wear shoes...a bit crazy rite...hehe..

after he changed, we all sit there and roast 4 an hr i think...den we jumped into the medium pool to cool ourselves down....phEw it was cOlD!! den paka and eeloong play wrestling in the pool..darn funny...paka was shouting *i can't breadth i can't breadth* lolz but his head was above the water...haha...later we shifted ourselves to the olympic pool....they're complaining they can't really swim but they still jumped in....i teached them how to track water den they tried and manage to float a little...den cute paka tried to do it...he did it for awhile den started struggling....den he tried swimming towards the side but dumb eeloong block his way....den i have to swim towards him and hold him to the side...*heyz i saved ur life hor* kekex now u owe me 1...kk think dats all 1st

2004-11-03T23:52:00.000-08:00

Crazy for this girl(Evan & Jaron)

She rolls the window down
And she
Talks over the sound
Of the cars that pass us by
And I don't know why
But she's changed my mind

Would you look at her
She looks at me
She's got me thinking about her constantly
But she don't know how I feel
And as she carries on without a doubt I wonder if she's figured out
I'm crazy for this girl

She was the one to hold me
The night
The sky fell down
And what was I thinking when
The world didn't end
Why didn't I know what I know now

Would you look at her
She looks at me
She's got me thinking about her constantly
But she don't know how I feel
And as she carries on without a doubt I wonder if she's figured out
I'm crazy for this girl

Right now Face to face
All my fears
Pushed aside
And right now I'm ready to spend the rest of my life
With you

Would you look at her
She looks at me
She's got me thinking about her constantly
But she don't know how I feel
And as she carries on without a doubt I wonder if she's figured out
I'm crazy for this girl

Would you look at her
She looks at me
She's got me thinking about her constantly
But she don't know how I feel
And as she carries on without a doubt I wonder if she's figured out
I'm crazy for this girl

2004-11-03T05:45:00.000-08:00

wOW! 2nd post of the day...ok actually i post becoz of the show my champion....watch untill i super pissed...why must she do dis to her best friend!!! arGh so biTchy....people so loving den she go disturb jus to make dat guy like her....feel like slaping her...aRgh come to vent anger on blog...tupID YILIN JUS LeAVE THEM ALONE....ok i'm overreacting le...but serioUSly..ARGH!!!

2004-11-03T04:17:00.000-08:00

hMm today ar....nothing much actually...woke up at 930 (so early) nowadays can't sleep late le, stupid construction site every day so noisy....den mUMmY ask me wad i wan to eat dEn sHe gave me money...bought something light to eat den full le...

on the way home, i realised today was a sunny day....den i went swimming ard 11....swAm 10 laps den stop le....after dat i roast in the sun...worst thing was i fell asleep -.- woke up and saw myself kinda black...but still brown la....after dat went to shower le.....

went home and rested for awhile den went to meet eeloong and pakata(moI cUTe jUNiOR =)...ate lunch and went for trainin....

trAiniN was as usual..did the same thing...but today quite fun coz i went to tease li xuan for awhile..hehe *eviL mE* After trainin did physical...JUmP JumP JUmP for 4 rds....den did push ups...felt alright coz use to it le...den coach tell us order every1 pick balls...i jus hate to order people....*why make me captain* hiAz...sAd la...

toNIght wAS boring...parents all not at home....den whole night thinking of something *dun reveal* kekex....hMm thinK daTs all...tAtA! & *miSs yA*

bUsy dAy

2004-11-02T07:48:00.000-08:00

ok today was a darn busy day,woke up at 7 to go to sch for chinese remedial....total waste of my time....3 & and 1/2 hrs plAy onLY...xP ....mSg peOPle den talk,listen to music..slACking all tHE wAy...*bleAhz* fINalLY lesson ended den went to thomson cc to play ball with friends.

Jus shoot awhile cause ankle haven't recover...den stupid rain came in and spoil the day....after dat we went home....rest awhile and chat with yuwen on msn...both of us were laMe! lolz talk rubbish through out...kekex...den i went to orh orh...short nap only den woke up to get ready to go out....met my friends at j8 den had dinner....after dat we took bus to nanyang....

gOD tot we were late.....got off at the wrong bus stop somemore...how blurz can we be...xP but luckily reach there in time b4 the performance started...the performance was good and farnie...especially 1 part when some1 performed(shAll not mention who)...las performance was good,received lots of cheers....den after go home le....

waited with dannel and gang at the sigN at the junction for his daddy....den after dat the gang went to the bus stop....i waited outside the sch for someone....den send her to the bus stop..can see dat she was tired le...after dat i went home....long bus ride and hot somemore(air con spoiled) arGh...

but nVm...quite a fun & busy day today... (=

ryAN CanBreRa (trUE)

2004-10-29T08:29:00.000-07:00

True (RyAn CaNbReRA)

I won't talk
I won't breathe
I won't move till you finally see
That you belong with me

You might think
I don't look
But deep inside in the corner of my mind
I'm attached to you

I'm weak
It's true
Cause I'm afraid to know the answer
Do you want me too?
Cause my heart keeps falling faster

I've waited all my life
To cross this line
To the only thing that's true
So I will not hideIt's time to try anything to be with you
All my life I've waited

This is true

You don't know
What you do
Everytime you walk into the room
I'm afraid to move

I'm weak
It's true
I'm just scared to know the ending
Do you see me too?
Do you even know you met me?

I've waited all my life
To cross this line
To the only thing that's true
So I will not hide
It's time to try, anything to be with you
All my life I've waited

This is true

I know when I go
I'll be on my way to you
The way that's true

I've waited all my life
To cross this line
To the only thing thats true
So I will not hide
It's time to try, anything to be with you
All my life I've waited

This is true

chanGeD

2004-10-28T03:21:00.000-07:00

hEyz....i've chAngeD the tempLAte of oUR bloG, hoPe it's bEtta dEn the previouS 1...anYwaY...1 mORe dAY leFt tIll holiDAys....wE aRe aLL goIn to sec 4 yIppEe...no 1 is goNNa reTain...so scare dAt we would retain...but now it's time to study hard coz the O's is cOMing...spRainEd by ankle anD skIpped sCH today...suPpoSe to gO for sOme NKF activity...kekex xP...stAyed at hOme anD wORked oN the blOG for the whole afternoOn...so sIAnz...

ThiNK i'm goNna reSt my eyEs noW...wait till ming gets back his coMp den hE will pOSt...tiLL dEN seE yA!

sRy pEoplE

2004-10-17T08:28:00.000-07:00

oK i'm bACk...srY peoPLe so Long nV upDaTE...kk exAms aRE gOne....rEsulTs Are oN thEIr wAy...scArRyY!....hOPe eVery1 gEt goOD rEsuLTs k...espEciAlly pEOple i lOVe...my frIENdS!!!

oKk paRents arE so not underStandiNG aT alL....heard a story which really made me so angry with her parents....are the nutz or wad...well lets hope she feels betta..yoU MUst oK!

wEll nowAdays jUS slAcking aT hoME wAitinG to gO bAck scH and faCE deAth when the results are back...pRaY foR uS den...weLL dats aLL...another tiME guYS..ciAOz! =)

heehee update!!

2004-10-16T22:26:00.000-07:00

MUHAHAHAHAS I HACKED IN2 HERE!!! UPDATE U GUYS!! OR I SHALL DESTROY UR BLOG!! MUHAHAHS!!

2004-09-23T07:52:00.000-07:00

sIanz...siANz siAnz....mUGgiNg evErydaY....confuSed eveRytime...inTuitIOns always wRong,feel like slapping myself(*slap slap*) wake up boI! miStakEs miStakes misTakes always the same 1,am i impatient...would the outcome be diff if i had not been impatient? wHO knoWS? wADs over iS oVer tiME to get oN wiTh liFE...regRets are to be impRovED...a piece of advice...thiNK befORe u acT,dUn be stupid like me....(this is not a post of suicide) I HATE MYSELF

-.-

2004-09-20T07:39:00.000-07:00

hEy guYS! plS duN comE and wriTe rubbish here can....jus grow up and get a life...there's nothing between the 2 of us...we're jus friends...

boRing holidays

2004-09-11T21:16:00.000-07:00

ok soRry people to keep u waiting for the new post...my com was down recently so was unable to blog...and my buddy ming had his com confiscated...pOOr him,had tuition throughout the holidays....well mine ain't better.Almost everyday i had to wake up early either for trainings or lesson....argH!

trAining wAS boRing as usual, but dis time we had friendlys with NYGHS(nangyang girls school)...plAying with them was alright...jus that most of us was lenient with them and we didn't hit the ball hard...gals ma...hehe no offence hor...made a few friends....overall friendly la...

thats my holidays...die nv do my hw...i'm so dead!!

2004-09-04T23:37:00.000-07:00

ok tHX ming foR updating dis few days....mY cOm haD encounter soME proBlems..cAnt blog...dUNnno y....ok...anIway...hAD a greaT tiME at niGel's hSe yesterday...cLASS BBQ..rAWks...weLL i went swimMIng in the mORning deN met uP with cHAn JIng in tHE afternOon...tOOk 31 to nigel's hse..gOD it was a long trip...den niGel had to bring us up after we got there....

Met eriC at the gate...his father drove him there....den we went in together....helPed to set up the tables and chairs....den aS usuAl BASKETBALL TIME!! haD sO mucH fuN...aS we plaYED...more and more people came...den we decided to thrOW ourselves into the pool....*i'm nUTS..swIM 2 timES a day* swIMmINg was so fun yesterday...we competed with each other in the pool...aLL styles...tHE pOol waS 3 metres deeP! poOR ming xIAn...he didn't wanted to swIM but he was pushed inTo the pOOR by haO fENg...*eViL* thE wORst thinG was hE haD his phONe and mP3 in his pocket...aNd oF coZ it's noT working anyMore...he end up swimming with us in the end...haha...

AFter dAt we Went uP to get change and it wAS BBQ tiME!!....buT we diDN't geT a chANCe to dO aLL thE cooKIng aS the MaID diD the joB for us....so aLL of us weRe liKe kiNGs waiting to be Served....hehe....xp...hAD a little biT of liquor thX to cHAn jiNG whO brought soME XO with him...all of us had a little taste of it....cooOL...dEN agAIn we plAYed basketbaLL at nighT....cANt see a thing...especially eriC...oNly can see a shadow...hehe...den when i was playing every1 started to chant a namE whICh i shAll no reveal....den they were saying everytime the chant that name i scored....den i was like whatever...eventually i can't get them to shUt up...so all night they were suaning me...=(

tiME flies in the flash...it waS timE to gO home...bidded every1 farewelll and went homE with erIC and chan jing...

woKE at diS mornINg and plAYed bball with jus and eric....sO nice...i tink i have been overexercising dis week..maybe i shld rest...and study!! ok dat abt it...tATA!

ming

2004-09-02T08:01:00.000-07:00

ComE ComE!!!to my hseeeee nxt weeeekkkkkk holiiidayyyyyy~~~~den we cannnnnnnnn gambllleeeeeeeeeee~~~WEeeEEeEEeEeEeE!!!!!!!bring moneyyyyy~~~WEeeEeeEe!!!got poker n mahjong~~~WaaaaaHHHhHhHHh!!!!cOmEEE cOMMMeeeeeeeee~~~can win moneyyyyY!!!

.:':.mInG.:':.

2004-08-31T05:36:00.000-07:00

I saved myself for this very day,

And now in your hand my heart I lay,

For i knew right away your love was true,

When i heard you say the words "I Do"

2004-08-29T23:57:00.000-07:00

er...we went to justin hse stay from fri to sun....den...ask jas n xh go watch movie on sat....they nv go...cos jas got mum bday....den xh dun wan go wif all guys.......den...we watch spellbound...den...wenta watch nerball....den...went back justin hse after that....den slack slack....den play guitar....den slp......sun morning 7+ wake up play bball....den...eric went home...den bin n ming went back justin hse again....den swim abit......den go back......den all go home le.....ya.....dats it....kinda lyk guys nites out....

2004-08-23T07:42:00.000-07:00

ThinKinG oF u Nite & dAy,
In mY mIND u'rE faR awAy.
MIsSing u iN a sensElesS way,
LoVing u iN evEryday.

ANy how cre8 1....how i feel anyway....tml chinese paper and gonna get back geog and english...hope to pass both....haiz...nO moOD to saY anythING elSe la...tata!

2004-08-22T08:39:00.000-07:00

Your: Happy eyes! Your cheerfull, bright and always
want to try something new. Your inquisitive and
quite lovable. You have many friends and will
succseed in life.

What type of eyes do you have?
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2004-08-22T08:33:00.000-07:00

Your: Wondering eyes. Your not quite focused and
your quite the day dreamer. Your a bit odd and
as many say "Your head is in the
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nOne...

2004-08-22T05:48:00.000-07:00

wHen i fIRst reAD somEthing u wrote....i waS confused...not knowing wad does it mean...den i coNsuLted someone who gaVE me advices..bUT it's all starting to get clear as it got further...well wad can i say....i've done it again...(previous problem)...thx my mentor(guess u know)...

i'Ve made a stupid decision to ask u...knowing the fact dat it will affect our friendship....but i can't control it...jus have to say it out...sO i asked u for the first time in between a joke...maybe u tot i was joking....but in the end i felt dat we might feel awkward the next time...so i did the stupidest thing...i lied...but my intentions were good....not dat i wanna cheat on u...i tot we might feel weird after i had ask u & u didin't accept...so to stay as friends i joke dat i was someone else...if u tink i'm sUCh a bullshit...i have nothing to say...but it was all for good...noW i'm confessing becoz i felt sry to cheat on u....i jUS wanna u to know this(or maybe u already know) but i'm not askiNG u to forgive me...

weLL mistAkes are wad i made....guEss i got wad i deserved....for the last time..i miss u....

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2004-08-21T07:41:00.000-07:00

Your Heart is Red

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2004-08-21T07:35:00.000-07:00

Your Heart is Blue

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I POSTED!!!

2004-08-20T07:32:00.000-07:00

I POST I POST!!! yesshhhhhh!!!! jas is rite~ im SMART n IMAGINATIVE n bins a FLIRT...ahahahahahahahaha....ok....i posted......

streSSed!

2004-08-20T02:35:00.000-07:00

6 doWn and 2 to go....finally the exam is gonna end...woOTz passed my EmatHS...felt like whaCking mysELf for all the carelessness =..( hiaz... today physic paper....sure fail...if i pass i swear to treat jas ice-cream...i wiLL defInitEly fAil...lalala...mONday amathS paper...hopefully i can do well after practising for the whole weekend...=)

dIS weEk weNt to swEnsen twice to eat ice-cream( goD i"m goNNA be fAT) but quite nice la...so cheap..$1.39 for 5 scoops..those interested can go try it out...HmM today'S assembly was extreMelY boring....invited a guY to preech and it was damn crappy...dun even know wad he was talking abt... all i knoW is * DONG LE MA?* haha...dat's wad he kept repeating....caN't stAnd hiM

So stRessed Up witH exam and hAven't been sleeping well....maybe is because of someone i miss...hMm...

ok i shall stop here...goTTA chIlled out...hopefully my compatriots of this blog is gonna post...haha tata!

2004-08-13T05:34:00.000-07:00

Morpheus

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2004-08-13T02:25:00.000-07:00

Aphrodite/Eros

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2004-08-13T01:52:00.001-07:00

Tarzan!

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i'm in a cute movie!

2004-08-13T01:52:00.000-07:00

Power Rangers Movie!

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exAmZ =(

2004-08-11T03:39:00.000-07:00

EnGLish exAm today....i'M goNNA die in the vocab part...as usual=X hMm noThing interesting today....haiz...mR pan is gonna make me take the chinese test dat i had missed last wed..=( gonna miss recess hehe....

Had remedia today...did alot of proving identities...now i agree with erect(eric) dat it's fun but only if i know how to do>.<>

Sad for eric...his mP3 muvO slim got something wrong...all the wordings disappeeared...anyway i tink he still can identifys the songs by not looking at it...

wOOTz...fireWorKs

2004-08-08T09:15:00.000-07:00

wootz...went to watch the fireworks display at esplanade today...so nice though it was crowded.... weNT to xIUhuI's houSe 1st to play mahjoNg....(i won both games wootz!)

After that we went to esplanade....went ard finding food to eat...den managed to find a sit to have our food...after dat we took some photos together...so nice! ( jas dun let me take her photo...=0P..finally the display started after a long waiting....daRn it... my camerA batt went flat...can't take anymore pics =(

Tried to find the concert place after dat but couldn't find it...den kept walking ard to find transport to go home...walked for at least 30 mins...so tired....everyone was so tired...xh lead the way...damn funnie...anYway got on the bus after dat and reached home after 40 min(so LONG -.-)

I'M so lethargic...go ORh oRH le...tAta!

hair burnt

2004-08-05T08:01:00.000-07:00

we had quite a rather fun day today....had chem prac lesson today...something really amusing happend during prac dat u won't even had a clue wad's dat....hAo feng burnt his hair over the bunsen burner...dat pig accidently burnt his hair while answering his worksheet....there was a sizzling sound..gOd! i tHInk eriC is sick today...complaining dat he has a running nose...\

After school we went to the hall for the science wk comp....all the models frm our class failed to win a prize....there were more jeering than cheering the hall....arGh...i was extremely boring....no one was paying attention at aLL....waste my time...+(

dat's it for today....bye!

tiring day

2004-08-03T02:35:00.000-07:00

tODAy is Such a tIRinG daY for uS.....btW eric & I agreed that we shall share dis blog....so diS is wad haPPEned today.....durIng gEog lesson,we aRe suppoSed to do a presentation on a agro tech park den eric was chosen to present(as i expected..muAhahA)....ok so as i was saying he got chosen den he gave a speech on the topic....den it's like all the informations were wrong lolx....den miSs leE(cutE teacher =) suAn hIm abt his writing on the board as it was slanted to one side..haha....so embarassing!

Ok so MUch for thiNGs in sch...after sCh we went for out napfa 2.4....the suN was like an inferno and was so glaring....argH...anyway, we fiNIshed our run realising dat we lost to someone who was all the way behind us...so unfair! he ran 5 rds instead of 6....eriC and I were wrath abt it dat we kept complaining...ArgH....aAron u are such a fraud...My timIng waS 10+ and eric's 1 was like 11 i tink....

ok erIC wants me to post dis....jus, ming and eric were taking taxi home, den came dis woman who cut the taxi queue and went in front of them...eric was so irritated dat he shouted *cut queue*! den i tink the woman felt embarrassed and ran away....

so mUCh for today..i gottA rest noW..tired after the run...TAtA!

finALly!

2004-08-02T08:18:00.000-07:00

FinALly finIShed with dis...did this for the whole day trying to figure out where to fit my profiles and links...i shAll admit that i"m really lousy in dis...

ok jus to update u on wad happened today.....as usual, a boring day in school....during chinese lesson,eric and i were crapping and writing lyics while Mr Pan(commonly knoWn as peter pAn!) was teaching...den he got angry and stopped teaching because the whole class was noisy...(so notty) den eric and i were caught for talking,he asked us wad we were talking abt and eric told him that he was asking for the meaning of a word(lol wad a wonderful lie =XxX)

well,played a little bball after and went home...i shall sleep now...tired after doing up dis blog!